um is on that same trip to los angeles. i mean, i was terrified, i was absolutely terrified. luckily one was at the mcdonald's, so that was good. so i didn't have to deal with too much of the embarrassment, but the worst one was i went to visit an executive at universal, you know, and on dr. automate yet everything ment lot you know, i drive into the guard booth at the, at the gardens as you come in. see, and you say hi, i'm nice online. you know, i'm like whatever 2122 years of this is awesome. you know, being able to say, you know, and executives waiting for me, but i'm so nervous and the guy says, you know where to go, you turn rather stay to be and you do this. so i do all that a find this needs like she's in bungalow, blah, blah, blah. so do this, and i park in front of the bundle i, i'm not sure i know where i am, and of course i have passed ambling at the time. i mean this is, i was out of my mind a little bit feeling like a fraud. can i get the car and then i'm like, i'm not sure i know where i am and then the exact